How far can you go?

First time I talked to someone who knew how to use a magic thing called brain was my father, and first we talked maturely when I was 7. We were talking about chess and about some life stuff that was so strange for me back in 2006. And even then I was thinking about religion, asking questions but not getting the answers. Later I realized that nobody has the answers, so about a year or two later, after a lot of time I was thinking about religion, and the cause of people believed in something, which existence was not proved I became an atheist.

So, at the age of 9 my father sent me an encyclopedia in Russian and I started reading about our body and brain construction (still remember that the most interesting chapter was the chapter about visual delusions) and started talking to a lot of people that knew a lot about human body and brain I was lucky I have an uncle who is a doctor, and a father who knows a lot about religion, chemistry and physics, so I could satisfy my curiosity.

Some time later, after 7 books about science, 0.3 books of a delirium called religion, 2 books about art, a book of history of machines and guns and 3 books which helped in improving my English a lot, I’ve got a thing called internet. Well, I didn’t actually know what to do with it, but I knew how to download games and some applications, like Adobe Photoshop 2.0. I downloaded 2 games about Pink Panther which once again helped me to improve my Russian. So, I could speak Russian as well. My Russian was really-really bad, but at least I could talk to human beings from another point of the earth. So I started to talk to a lot of Russians. Actually at the age of 5 I already knew Russian and could understand as well, but I couldn’t talk in Russian as slightly as now or when I was 13, so. Yeah.

Now a bit about my English progress way. So I was a 9 years old kid, I was at the third grade, all the school stuff was really boring, and I still remember that I was arguing with our art teacher. Once when I was watching TV, I saw a strange-looking family. The TV series called The Simpsons was broadcasted in English with English subtitles. My mother knew English well, so she translated for me a couple of series, after which I associated Lisa with me, and started learning English to understand that wonderful TV series. I had the best English teacher in the world, her name was miss Esta. Pity I don’t know her full name, we just called her miss Esta. Lusine MLKE and me knew English better than the others in our class, so I was in competition with her all the time, but she was way better than me. So I was trying harder. Well, it appeared I talked to people in English as well. My English knowledge were pathetic, but I had stimulation: I had a goal and I wasn’t going to surrender.

At the age of 10 I saw Lisa playing saxophone, and I really liked that musical instrument, so I’ve entered musical school and started my saxophone classes. I liked the instrument a lot, so I wasn’t going to leave my musical hobby on the halfway. Some time later I’ve found a guy in our school who also went to saxophone classes, sometimes I talked to him about… Guess what? If you didn’t you probably have some brain defects. Sorry for that.
…So, now I had a nice circle of communication, and the internet, so I could find out anything I want. I was reading a lot about some science stuff. At the age of 14 I started to read about psychology, and that was a period when being a psychology expert and everybody went like “OH. MY. GOD. Did you see that?! He scratched his neck! What could it mean?! It’s impossible that his neck was just itchy, I think he is going to hack pentagon servers and kill the president of the USA. Damn I’m smart.”. Later I started to read more about neurobiology and learning by heart properties of some hormones like dopamine, serotonin and other neurotransmitters. And this is the way of my progress. A little percentage of it, because I didn’t talk about all the books that I have read like Richard Dawkin’s The God Delusion or Dante Alighieri’s The Divine Comedy.

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A bit about influence on pupil

I can not completely agree with the statement that classmates are a more important influence than parents on a child's success in school. In this essay I will first focus on the reasons why I agree with this statement and then list a few points why from my opinion in some cases is not true.

From the one side, classmates have a significant influence on child's behavior and his or her success in school. First of all, children spend much time at school. Classmates have many things in common such as age, interests, homework and classes after all. So, they discuss their impressions about a new teacher, solve problems together, learn their homework, gain new knowledge and experience and even make their own discoveries. Sharing all these makes them closer. Some of them become friends and they spend after-school time together. In addition friends tend to copy each other's habits and manners. For instance, my little sister became friends with the girl who did not have good grades at school at that time. It does not mean she could not have better grades; she just had many friends who did not care about their grades. So, when they started to spend their time together and share their interests, girl's grades improved. They did their homework together, shared their dreams and exciting moments. From this point I must agree that classmates can change child’s attitude towards school.

From the other side, parents have a great influence on children' success in school too. For example if parents show an interest in their child's progress and talk to him or her about the importance of learning I think their child will listen to them and do his or her best.

Personally, I believe that relationships between parents and a child play an essential role in child's success in school. If these relationships are close and wholehearted I am sure that parents should not be afraid of bad influence from the outside.
//ACHTUNG! COMPLETE DOMINATING AND HUMILIATING ANSWER!//

Complete delirium of a dilettante. Absolutely no knowledge about children psychology. Everything depends on the social status of a child in the school or class. For example, if you think, that someone is smart, you respect him and you want to be like him, or else you are not a person and you just imitate whatever he does, and he says that smoking is really really bad, because you will get a cancer and die, then you will be like “Mah’god, this guy is pretty smart. I guess, I agree with him”, but things like this are getting sick with the time, when with the times passing you start to listen to him in every god damn question, without checking or even trying to simply analyze what is that guy saying. Whatever he says, he is right, because he can’t be wrong. For example you can bring me a saint padre here, and no matter how scientific and strong my arguments will be, he will say that it’s all god’s will. And really, I respect the one who started all this mess with religion, because he was manipulating genius, and he knew what was he doing. And like this, people trust and believe other people with higher social status than their own, because believe, that one day they will be as “great” as them.

What about parent’s influence on children, it was wrought with such an… utopian way, like the only thing that motivates a 12 years old kid to do his boring homework is a pair of sweet words from his parents. No, it’s not how you do it. It’s not how it works. You have to understand what is interesting for your child, like skateboarding, or something, and then you say if he will get higher grades, you will buy for him a new cool skateboard with a half-nude woman on it’s deck or whatever is interesting for today’s children, and guess what. That’s not all, you can’t just manipulate a child saying “I will buy you a new skateboard, if you will get a higher grade in your quarter-semester” or something. You have to understand, is he really going to get perfect grades a year for a new skateboard? Probably not. So the limit have to be not that long, but not too short. About a month, or something. Also remember, that after that month, he probably will get used to get perfect grades. As the much is his slavery’s limit, as something delicious and expensive you have to get for him, it has to have a geometrical progress.

Also boy’s friendship is not like girls, and that’s a long theme to talk, so I’m not going to explain you the difference. Deal with it.

Also wanted to admit one thing from text. At the end of last part, he says: “Personally, I believe that relationships between parents and a child play an essential role in child's success in school”. And admit it – he believe, he does not know, he just believe. That’s fucking dogmatic, and the science (yeah, psychology is a science) is not a place for dogmas or dogmatic people, because dogmatic type of thinking is for degrading ones.
P.S. Just wanted to say that foul language is like a chili pepper, a bit of it will make your food delicious, but if you will spread on too much, it’ll make impossible to it your food.

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Я мог бы стать стенд-ап комиком

Женщина Дождя
Автор: Светлана Телец

I think that Zodiac and John Wayne Gacy were artists. And yes, they were different, no like others, because being normal is mainstream, so you have to have about 40 children corpses in you underground floor and shoot 16-29 years old young gentlemen and ladies to have slaves in your afterlife. If I would believe that killing 16-29 years old ladies will be my ticket to Valhalla maybe I would be a serial killer too, who knows? Some thinks that murder is something scary, and it is soo~ hard to kill someone first time, but remember The Fisher. When he was 13 years old, he killed a cat and took of its flesh. When he was masturbating, he was thinking about burning his classmates. What do you think, he was sad or happy when he killed that poor 11 years old boy? Or was god happy or sad when he created us? Or what were the feels of that one guy who told somebody about such a creation like ‘god’? I think he was under drugs. They both were under drugs. But it is definitely not about what I had to talk about. Actually, I think that no matter in what mood are you, it can cause for a new inspiration. I know, you all are optimists with pink goggles, and life is great and so on, but for a second, imagine that sadness is as good feeling as happiness, I mean like, they are different, but they both gives you the same pleasure, like, I don’t know, listening to the favorite part of your favorite song and kissing her lips? So many ways to have a mental orgasm, eh? Anyways, what I am trying to say, I can be great stand-up comedian, because I can change the theme of discussion so slightly.
The thing is, that no matter is Zodiac in his personal Valhalla now or not, artists usually get inspired by their mood and if artist succeeds he or she can make you feel the same feeling she/he had when was writing (yes, writing) the scene on the picture. And my favorite masterpiece is Svetlana Telets’ «Женщина Дождя», it does not have adapted translation to English, so let's just call it Rain Lady. So, Svetlana had a feeling that someone was watching her, and when she wrote the picture of Rain Lady everyone who bought that masterpiece couldn’t take even 2 week with it. They were returning the picture with complaint that they have a feeling that someone is watching them. What I am trying to say, you can make a tool out of anything: starting from happiness and ending with a desire to do a suicide.